Transfigured? Go figure - AI's got nothing on this!
Rev Dr Nikolai Blaskow
Goodness me, we seem to be left with a jumble of disconnected pieces that makes no sense. But maybe they do.
We have to be candles,
burning between
hope and despair,
faith and doubt,
life and death,
all the opposites.
That is the disquieting place
where people must always find us.
And if our life means anything,
if what we are goes beyond the monastery walls and
does some good,
it is that somehow,
by being here,
at peace,
we help the world cope
with what it cannot understand.
“It is strange, then, that in the face of their inevitable mutual defeat – the inseparable and ultimate defeat of understanding, which life will never allow to tame and for which life will always remain insurmountably alien; and the inevitable defeat of action which will never succeed in ordering the world which would pacify the longing for order, for structure, for stability inscribed in every action – it is strange that tasting the bitterness of this defeat on their lips [Life and Zarathustra] “we looked at each other and gazed on the green meadow over which the cool evening was running just then and we wept together. But then [exactly then] life was dearer to me than all my wisdom ever was.”
This “bringer of glad tidings” died as he had taught – not to “redeem men” but to show how one must live. This practice is his legacy to mankind: his behavior before the judges… before the accusers and all kinds of slander and scorn – his behavior on the cross. He does not resist, he does not defend his right, he takes no step to ward off the worst; on the contrary, he provokes it. And he begs, he suffers, he loves with those, in those who do him evil. Not to resist, not to be angry, not to hold responsible but to resist not even the evil one – to love him.
Der Antichrist, 35. November 26, 1888, Nietzsche writes to Paul Deussen,
“Meine Umwerthung aller Werthe mit dem Hauptitel ‘DerAntichrist’ ist fertig.”
“My Revaluation of Values under the main title ‘The Antichrist’ is finished.” (KSB 8, 492).
Communion
after Communion Jaqueline du Pré - = the irrepressible indomitable spirit of humanity, guided/collaborated with the divine.
Genesis 32.22-31
Jacob Wrestles at Peniel
22 The same night he got up and took his two wives, his two maids, and his eleven children, and crossed the ford of the Jabbok. 23 He took them and sent them across the stream, and likewise everything that he had. 24 Jacob was left alone; and a man wrestled with him until daybreak. 25 When the man saw that he did not prevail against Jacob, he struck him on the hip socket; and Jacob’s hip was put out of joint as he wrestled with him. 26 Then he said, “Let me go, for the day is breaking.” But Jacob said, “I will not let you go, unless you bless me.” 27 So he said to him, “What is your name?” And he said, “Jacob.” 28 Then the manb said, “You shall no longer be called Jacob, but Israel,c for you have striven with God and with humans,d and have prevailed.” 29 Then Jacob asked him, “Please tell me your name.” But he said, “Why is it that you ask my name?” And there he blessed him. 30 So Jacob called the place Peniel,e saying, “For I have seen God face to face, and yet my life is preserved.” 31 The sun rose upon him as he passed Penuel, limping because of his hip.
Matthew 14.13-21
The Death of John the Baptist
14.1 At that time Herod the ruler heard reports about Jesus; 2and he said to his servants, ‘This is John the Baptist; he has been raised from the dead, and for this reason these powers are at work in him.’ 3For Herod had arrested John, bound him, and put him in prison on account of Herodias, his brother Philip's wife, 4because John had been telling him, ‘It is not lawful for you to have her.’ 5Though Herod wanted to put him to death, he feared the crowd, because they regarded him as a prophet. 6But when Herod's birthday came, the daughter of Herodias danced before the company, and she pleased Herod 7so much that he promised on oath to grant her whatever she might ask. 8Prompted by her mother, she said, ‘Give me the head of John the Baptist here on a platter.’ 9The king was grieved, yet out of regard for his oaths and for the guests, he commanded it to be given; 10he sent and had John beheaded in the prison. 11The head was brought on a platter and given to the girl, who brought it to her mother. 12His disciples came and took the body and buried it; then they went and told Jesus.
13 Now when Jesus heard this, he withdrew from there in a boat to a deserted place by himself. But when the crowds heard it, they followed him on foot from the towns. 14 When he went ashore, he saw a great crowd; and he had compassion for them and cured their sick. 15 When it was evening, the disciples came to him and said, “This is a deserted place, and the hour is now late; send the crowds away so that they may go into the villages and buy food for themselves.” 16 Jesus said to them, “They need not go away; you give them something to eat.”
17 They replied, “We have nothing here but five loaves and two fish.” 18 And he said, “Bring them here to me.” 19 Then he ordered the crowds to sit down on the grass. Taking the five loaves and the two fish, he looked up to heaven, and blessed and broke the loaves, and gave them to the disciples, and the disciples gave them to the crowds. 20 And all ate and were filled; and they took up what was left over of the broken pieces, twelve baskets full. 21 And those who ate were about five thousand men, besides women and children.